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March 17th, 2011

08:13 am: Really!? 6 months??
I haven't been here in 6 months.

I'll try to do a brief month by month update...

September:
Broke up with The Ginger. She Still wants to have kids. Or not sure if she wants to. I explained that she needs to figure that out without me. I cannot be an influence on that.

October:
Went to Hawaii for 2 weeks. Went to renew my license and hang out with long lost friends. Neither happened. Out of a possible 8, I saw 3. And only 2 of those I saw more than once. Friends from Seattle(Everett) came out to visit. Stayed after I came home.

November:
Betty has an electrical problem, after I bought her a new battery. She out of commission, for the time being.

Sister from Hawaii moved in. A bit of a drug problem while out there in the islands, but she's hoping it's her environment and will kick the habit soon.
Near the holiday, I got a warning from the boss that a client said I was "breathing" on her, and that I spent too much time working certain areas. I was written up for sexual harrassment. Not inappropriate touch, but harrassment. Nevermind the fact that she wanted the private number to a doctor that was let go. And the doctor in question allowed it, with the intended purpose of dating her...

And I was written up.
Because of her.
Ugh.

Started back at the spa that fired me. Completely different crew.

December:
I got Wilma back from friends. It's nice not having to ride the damn bus anymore. Or bum rides from friends.
Mom came out to visit. Stayed for a couple weeks. Sisters drug happen never left, and drama ensued. New Years Eve me, Mom, and the Ginger tried an intervention.
The Spa might be temporary.

January:
Grandmother died. Mom of Mom. While out for the funeral, sisters habit blew up. Gave her the boot. She's back in Hawaii. While in Cali for the funeral, got to see relatives I hadn't seen in 10+ years.
Spa has asked me to stay on. I've agreed.
Filed my taxes early. I feel accomplished on that.

February:
Busy as all fuck this month. The Bane is supposed to be paying rent now. We'll see how that works.
Being audited by the IRS. Asking about 2007 tax forms, and 2010 EIC, HoH, And dependant.

March:
Crashed Wilma. Got a little hurt, but nothing too bad. Nothing broken. But LOT's of aches and stiffness. Wilma will have to be sold to the same people that bought Zoe.
Drama at the Spa. New crew, same bullshit. I'm starting to think I just can't talk to people. There is obviously something seriously wrong with the way I interact with people. You either like me, or I am a creep.
I don't like it, but I'm slowly starting to accept it.

Today:
Happy Birthday! to The Banshee. Last year this day I sold my bike. Today I'm going to see about registering the broken thing into my name so I can properly sell it. Irony?

I work at the spa, and I'm curious as to how certain misunderstood drama is going to play out. I'd like to think I am blowing things out of proportions, but I'm reasonable. And the only way I can see how this happened, is bad.

Haven't been sleeping well due to general pain and discomfort that is associtaed with over-working ones self.
Got into a wee bit of trouble for "hounding" co-workers to do trades with me. Since the accident, it's only sharpened and intensified. I now eat Ibuprofen like candy.

I'm REALLY getting tired of working 6-7 days a week. I don't know if it's burn out, or if it's pain, or if it's exhaustion. Probably all 3.

Still hanging with The Ginger, as I love that girl. But not doing anything other than hanging and cuddling.

Current Mood: anxiousanxious

September 10th, 2010

07:05 am: Weather(mood) shift...?
I have not been feeling well lately. Not sick, just kinda down.
And funny enough, all I can think is that it has something to do with the weather.

Usually I don't care too much for the heat. But riding in the rain just brings be down.

Right now I just feel like I have a lot on my plate.
I have work that has be frustratingly slow.
My own practice, that has been slow as well.
The Bane moving out, taking the Banshee with her.
I need to continue cleaning and prepare for a new roommate.
And then there is the finding of another roommate...
Ugh.
Does anyone know anyone looking to move?

Room with an "office".
Near the bus route to downtown.
North Ballard.
Approximately $600 rent(gas, electric, Wi-Fi, water included).

I'm almost never home lately.
But I imagine that'll be changing soon...

I do NOT want to work today...

July 2nd, 2010

07:59 am: Allergic to milk again?
Mostly just a slight stuffiness going on. But the summer allergy to dairy seems to have returned.

Or maybe not. Gonna try breakfast today, see what that does to me...

June 12th, 2010

11:39 am: The Sister
She'll be coming out to C-Town.

Along with mom.

Can't wait for The Ginger and family to meet...
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June 11th, 2010

02:58 pm: Me
Still trying to figure this super smart phone out...

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09:22 am: Cali so far...
Even with all the crap going on, my family is fun. I love my family. We keep each other smiling.

My brother wearing short shorts. Another picture of me to follow.

A fun quote from my mom;
"Why can I see so much of your scalp?"

It's always good to have ones insecurities reaffirmed...

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May 26th, 2010

05:09 pm: Lost
Not sure how I feel about the end of this.

Interesting, but it still leaves a few open ended questions...

May 21st, 2010

02:57 pm: Trying to get the bottle open
Oh, baby!
I've missed you SO much.
What?
Was I seeing someone while in Cali?
Baby, why would I do that?
What do you mean I smell like the spanish whore 'Patron'?
I think my brother and some other people were hanging out with her, but I only thought of coming home to you!

...
Okay, I may have had some beer, but I was in a different zip code.

So, it doesn't count!

Aw, come on. Don't be like that. Don't be so cold.
Let me have just a little bit?


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May 17th, 2010

11:14 am: RIP R. Frauenberger
My Grandfather, who is sharp as a tack, went in his sleep.

I arrived JUST in time to spend about an hour with him.

After arrival, I spent an hour having a couple drinks with him.
In good spirits, I went to bed, looking forward to the next day to spend with him.
The next morning he wasn't awake. We all figured it was from the amount of booze.
Mid-morning we still thought he was just being lazy.
But by mid-afternoon we knew something was up.
Tried to get him to sit up, but he wouldn't.
Tried to wake him, but he couldn't.
Apparently he fell & hit his head.
My brother, & my uncle tried to rouse him, to get him into bed.
He woke for a moment, when they had him in the door way.
And he must have woke again to take his own clothes off.

But after that he went away.
And his body continued to shut down.
The Doc says it wouldn't have mattered if we had rushed him after the fall.
Because of the blood thinners & fall, he was gone.

He was fun.
He was loved.
He will be missed.

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11:13 am: RIP R. Frauenberger
My Grandfather, who is sharp as a tack, went in his sleep.

I arrived JUST in time to spend about an hour with him.

After arrival, I spent an hour having a couple drinks with him.
In good spirits, I went to bed, looking forward to the next day to spend with him.
The next morning he wasn't awake. We all figured it was from the amount of booze.
Mid-morning we still thought he was just being lazy.
But by mid-afternoon we knew something was up.
Tried to get him to sit up, but he wouldn't.
Tried to wake him, but he couldn't.
Apparently he fell & hit his head.
My brother, & my uncle tried to rouse him, to get him into bed.
He woke for a moment, when they had him in the door way.
And he must have woke again to take his own clothes off.

But after that he went away.
And his body continued to shut down.
The Doc says it wouldn't have mattered if we had rushed him after the fall.
Because of the blood thinners & fall, he was gone.

He was fun.
He was loved.
He will be missed.

051520101800

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